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I stood there as Father berated and degraded Zuzu, my dearest brother. At that moment I was feeling glorious; take that Zuzu! I smirked at Zuzu as his feelings got crushed by Father’s harsh words. Look at me, the perfect daughter while you’re just a disappointment: you're nobody. Am I supposed to help someone who is so weak and insignificant? He’s just a parasite, I don’t have to be sympathetic towards him.
Look at them being so loving and caring. Disgusting. Why is Mother showing Zuzu so much love? He’s not even worthy of her love, he hasn’t done anything except disappoint our family time and time again. Why can't Mother treat him more like Father does? It’s just not fair. I am the perfect child. I am powerful, intelligent, and talented. What does Zuzu have that I don’t?
Father is going to kill Zuzu, I overheard him say this when I was going to report my daily activities to him. Serves him right. He should have worked harder, maybe then he would’ve amounted to more. If Zuzu is gone, then Mother will have more time for me! Zuzu wasn’t even that special in the first place, I’ll be his smarter and more worthy substitute. With enough time, maybe Mother will even forget about him. Nevermind, that was just wishful thinking, I was being ridiculous, of course Mother treasures him, why else would she neglect me...haha. If I help her save him, then maybe Mother will finally love me.
Mother is dead. She DIED because of him. Why did she sacrifice herself for his insignificant life? He’s the one that should’ve died. Not her. I hate him so much, it’s all his fault.