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All Through The Years by TMNT2k3_fan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jun 2026
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Ilya had spent his whole life learning which emotions he was and was not allowed to feel in front of others. He could be angry, but only when it helped him be better. He could be happy, but only if he’d earned it.
Sadness was not an option, but it was what he felt most often. Sometimes it overwhelmed him, but he couldn’t afford to let anyone else see that.
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A 4+1 fic, covering various times in Ilya’s life during which he deals with things silently and no one notices, and one time someone does.
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- Part 4 of My Heated Rivalry Works
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06 Jul 2026
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Alone Like I’m Supposed to Be, Tonight, Tomorrow, and Every Day by SpectrumColor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jun 2026
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“Ilya hadn’t woken up that morning planning to die. At least not with any more commitment than he had felt for the past few months.”
Or, with Shane out of his life in a very public relationship with Rose Landry, Ilya is struggling.
He deals with this by downing a bottle of Vicodin.
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06 Jul 2026
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"Sveta," he says, before she can greet him. "I think I'm about to do something very stupid."
"You're always doing something stupid," she laughs, her voice tinny over the speakerphone. "What is it this time?"
"I am in a staring contest with a bottle of pills," Ilya says. "And I think the pills might win."
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Or: An alternate take on Ilya's mental health after moving to Ottawa, featuring the reality of long distance relationships, Ilya learning to captain a new team, and a series of game tapes made by Ilya's dead father.
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- Part 10 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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06 Jul 2026
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can't fake that for a moment by dreamtiwasanarchitect
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jun 2026
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“Ilya,” Hollander breathes, which—Ilya isn’t sure Hollander has ever called him by his first name. Surely he has sometime in seven years of acquaintance? But the sound of it is novel, unfamiliar.
And far from unpleasant.
Then Hollander says, “Baby,” and Ilya knows for certain that he’s never called Ilya that, because it takes the air right out of Ilya’s lungs and makes his guts twist and fuck, he would have remembered if Hollander had ever called him that. Especially in that reverent tone.
It’s nice.
Ilya doesn't remember being married to Shane Hollander. Probably, he should tell someone.
He decides not to.
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06 Jul 2026
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An Endless Road to Rediscover by Nyxelestia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Jun 2026
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You
I really was looking forward to seeing you after the game
I’m as sad at missing that
As I am sad at missing the playoffs.Lily
so am I
fuck MarlowYou
Aww, he’s not your favorite anymore?Lily
LEAST favorite now 😤You
I mean at least he feels bad. I believe him when he says he didn’t mean to hurt me.Lily
so do I
I just don’t care
he still DID hurt you
he should watch where he’s goingYou
😂
So you’re not going to get custom Bears lingerie with a 7 on it, then?Lily
no
I’ll get one for every other number on the team though 😘You
That’s an awful lot of money to spend on kindling.Leaked texts from Shane Hollander’s phone out him…as dating a Cliff Marleau fangirl.
No one is really sure what to do about this — least of all, Cliff Marleau.
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06 Jul 2026