Toorumygoat
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"What?" Sakusa whispered.
Atsumu closed his eyes. The pain in his chest was so absolute, so all-consuming, that it transcended physical sensation. He felt hollowed out. He felt like a ghost haunting his own life. They loved each other. He knew they did. But their love had mutated into a disease. It was rotting them both from the inside out. Sakusa would stay out of duty, out of guilt, out of a clinical need to preserve life, and Atsumu would slowly poison him with his grief.
He loved Sakusa too much to let him become a nurse to a corpse.
"I want a divorce," Atsumu said. He opened his eyes and met Sakusa’s horrified gaze. His voice was steady, finalized by the absolute certainty of his own destruction. "I'm done, Kiyoomi. I want out."
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- Part 2 of haikyuu songfics
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20 Jun 2026
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Yeah this is the saddest thing I’ve read I never want to subject myself to this pain again
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Summary
Atsumu and Sakusa had a weird relationship. Despite being a body piercer, Sakusa hated germs and the general public and being touched. He never had any solid, long lasting relationships thanks to that fact. And yet, a certain blond haired volleyball star was somehow an exception to that rule one minute and his worst enemy the next.
They weren't dating and sometimes even the title of friends seemed generous.. but there had been more than one occasion where they had woken up naked in the same bed with pounding headaches, no memories of the night before and a silent agreement to simply not talk about it.
If Atsumu was on fire though, Sakusa would drink the last cup of water just to spite him.. but he was always the first person to pull him out of an uncomfortable encounter. Always the first to say yes to his weird favors. Always the first to pick up if he called him crying at 1 in the morning, even if it was about something stupid. And Atsumu would always do the same for him.
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Aka, an exploration of Sakusa and Atsumu's weird relationship dynamics
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