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  1. Public Bookmark 78

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    mar·ces·cence /mɑːrˈsɛs.əns/ noun
    The phenomenon where a plant retains its dead, withered leaves through the winter instead of dropping them in autumn. The state of un-shed foliage losing its colour, drying out, and breaking apart under harsh elements while remaining rigidly attached to the branch.

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    No one can know Shane's an omega, and no one can know he's slowly falling apart. So Shane puts his gear on, locks his trembling knees, and steps back onto the ice.

    His mate doesn’t want him. His mate doesn’t want him. Ilya doesn’t want him.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Shane has decided he wants to learn Russian for the sake of future players he might have on his team. He downloads a language-learning app that pairs you with native speakers. He somehow ends up paired with Ilya Rozanov, a hockey player in Moscow who is about his same age. He is amazed at first, and over time, they begin to form a very particular relationship. Then Ilya moved to the United States for hockey and college. Will they try to keep everything to a screen? Or will they let themselves find something different?

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Compromising pictures surface after Ilya Rozanov’s phone is hacked. Determined not to let his Russian situationship face the fall-out of getting outed, Shane Hollander comes out, starts Twitter fights, and commits to acting unhinged on main, enlisting the help of a few trusted allies.
    His objective? To become the bigger news story so as to draw attention away from Rozanov, in an insane bid to distract Russia from coming for his... whatever they are to each other.
    Whoever said you can’t singlehandedly change an entire narrative has clearly never met Shane Hollander.

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    29 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    In Vegas, after the MLH awards, Shane asks to go bare and Ilya goes along with it. Afterwards, Shane, who had realized how he felt about Ilya during those 6 months of radio silence, tries to tell Ilya. Ilya, scared and caught off guard, breaks Shane's heart and tells him to leave.

    A month later, Shane finds out he's pregnant. He decides to keep it. He wants the last few months of the pregnancy off paternity leave. Not too much to ask right? Wrong. Telling the Voyageurs goes how'd you'd expect and he gets dropped. Yuna helps negotiate a good contract with - you guessed it - Boston! They're willing to give him what he wants.

    Unfortunately, 6 months into his pregnancy, he loses the baby. Within 7 months, Shane has lost the man he loves, gotten pregnant by said man, lost his team, almost lost his career that he spent his whole life building and then loses his baby. Its too much for him to handle. He tries to kill himself. Luckily, he doesn't succeed.

    Once he's better, he starts his new season with the Boston Bears. Will he be able to play with the man that broke his heart and act like nothing happened? Will Ilya?

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Shane was crying, he realized. Properly crying, shoulders shaking, ugly, hiccupping sobs wrenching out of him. He was spiraling and worrying his amazing husband all because he couldn’t look beautiful in lingerie that he hadn’t even thought of wearing until a few months ago. It was all so stupid .

    “I’m sorry,” he choked out, the words muffled by the fabric. “I’m so sorry, I’m so stupid.”

    (or, after enjoying being cursed with a pussy Shane decides to buy it for their anniversary. And panties. And bra. And some more things.)

    Tag to be covered: Ilya Rozanov Has a Shane Hollander Kink

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    27 Jun 2026