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“What happens if we never get out of here?” Niall asks.
“I’m going to off us both at least twelve more times,” Ruben tells him, just to make him laugh.
Niall does laugh, rolling his eyes. “Fuck you,” he says, smacking Ruben on the arm. “I’m not worth at least thirteen murder-suicides?”
“Maybe if you’re lucky,” Ruben says.
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Real Enough by catchmeifyoucreon for kkulecru
Fandoms: 딜리버리 댄서의 구 | Delivery Dancer's Sphere (2023)
01 Jan 2026
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The bike has to stop somewhere, in the end. Or maybe it stops in the beginning.
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After days of believing he was going to die alone, buried beneath the woods in this bomb shelter that had been lost to time, Mack only cried harder to feel a real touch. John wasn’t a figment of Mack’s dying mind. Mack wasn’t just lost to the earth forever, body doomed to rot into the dirty sheets of the bed he was chained to. John’s gentle hand on his face was proof that Mackenzie Boyd still existed, even if only to John – even if everyone else in the world had forgotten him.
John came back for him.
Left alone in the bunker with only John's syringe for company, something breaks inside Mack. (Un)luckily for him, John decides to come back and fix him up again.
Podfic for betrayed to endless night.
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After days of believing he was going to die alone, buried beneath the woods in this bomb shelter that had been lost to time, Mack only cried harder to feel a real touch. John wasn’t a figment of Mack’s dying mind. Mack wasn’t just lost to the earth forever, body doomed to rot into the dirty sheets of the bed he was chained to. John’s gentle hand on his face was proof that Mackenzie Boyd still existed, even if only to John – even if everyone else in the world had forgotten him.
John came back for him.
Left alone in the bunker with only John's syringe for company, something breaks inside Mack. (Un)luckily for him, John decides to come back and fix him up again.
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When Mackenzie wakes up after being found by John on the roadside, he's back in the secret murder bunker. Unfortunately for him, murder is not the thing currently on John's mind.
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Pebble in the Deep by catchmeifyoucreon
Fandom 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
30 Jan 2022
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say your prayers every night by hailholylight
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
22 Oct 2025
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In a dark theater, he giggles in your ear. He holds your hand. He’s so excitable, and it’s rubbing off on you. The world shimmers. Your heart hasn’t stopped racing in weeks. Sixteen years, and it feels like you’re falling for the first time.
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26 Mar 2026
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Would those first fumblings still feel so sweet if you weren’t scared? The same hands that find yours in the dark were once new on your skin. Sweeping over your waist and undoing your belt. Everything felt so bright, you had to close your eyes. You couldn’t look at it then.
say your prayers every night - Dan Howell/Phil Lester
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(please me) show me how it's done by lesbaurinkos (pluginbaby)
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
04 Apr 2025
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“Just. Could you– I just…” Dan mumbles, catching his bottom lip between his teeth. There’s a lovely flush blooming over his cheeks, blotchy and wonderful, swallowing up his freckles, and Phil aches.
“…Tell me I’m good?”
(or: sometimes dan just needs to be taken care of.)
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07 Feb 2026
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Dan pauses, exhales again, and Phil strokes a thumb over the soft curve of his cheek. His own breath feels caught in his throat, like if he says anything, he’ll shatter this moment, and Dan will withdraw this fragile thing he’s so tentatively laying bare.
“I guess I just– it’s loud, in my head, a lot,” Dan continues after a moment, meeting Phil’s eyes, and there’s so much trust in his gaze Phil is afraid for a moment he might start crying and really fuck this up. “And, like– it’s not as loud, when I’m with you. And sometimes I want to– it just feels like I don’t have to worry, I guess. Don’t have to– think, really. I can just. Let you take care of it. Of, um. Me.”
“Dan,” Phil says, and can’t– can’t think of anything more to say, because.
Because Dan is so– brash and bright and loud and witty and wonderful, and Phil loves him, loves his mind in all its chaos, loves when he gets to rambling and he starts talking with his hands because he’s just so passionate, and– and. And this side of Dan is so– soft, comparatively, so vulnerable, in the ways that Dan does not let himself be usually, Phil’s realizing. This side of Dan is being offered to him with the utmost trust: this delicate thing, placed in Phil’s clumsy hands without a second thought.
God, Phil loves him. God, he wants to be as certain as Dan is that he won’t break this.
(please me) show me how it's done - Dan Howell/Phil Lester
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Going through the motions by Ren_Saxon
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
18 Nov 2025
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“My– my name is Phil Lester,” he says and he shouldn’t. He shouldn’t pause to wait for a response, to wait for recognition, but he does.
There is none.
“I need some– I need some legal advice?”
“Yes, that is sort of what I figured when you called my law firm."
Phil wakes up in an alternate reality where Dan and he have never met and does the only thing he can think of doing: Finding Dan.
(And then not stopping to bother him.)
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13 Jan 2026
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He has no idea what happened. He has no idea what to do. His first thought is to tell Dan and find a solution together, but Dan is not here. Right now, a snarky, cynical comment could probably fix him, could take the edge off the quickly mounting panic, but there’s nothing but the quiet buzz of his fridge.
Dan is not here.
Going through the motions - Dan Howell/Phil Lester
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Three Days of Uncertainty by Wasuremono for joy_shines
Fandoms: The Waste Land - T. S. Eliot
16 Dec 2025
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Tiresias has his fortune read, meets a (very) old friend for dinner, and ponders the patterns of past and future.
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01 Jan 2026
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Tiresias pauses at an intersection of street and alley, where the eternal noise of the crowd is hushed, and listens. The birds are distant, and the loudest sound in the scuttling of rats, beasts ever inclined to keep their secrets. Is his duty, his place in this world, fading away? Has he seen eternal circles where he should have seen a straight road bearing the world to somewhere new?
Three Days of Uncertainty - The Waste Land (T.S. Eliot)
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Two years on the run, and John and Mack are living in a remote Scottish village, the nature of their relationship having molded and shifted into something entirely new, and something ugly all the same.
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20 Sep 2025
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Mack turns to John for a fraction of a second, his dark eyes lighting up, like he’s wordlessly daring him to follow him before heading down the stairs.
John’s head spins. He follows behind Mack, pushing by him on the staircase, meeting a curled up, softly groaning Doctor Kelly on the bottom step.
Wonderful Nothing - Mackenzie Boyd/John Sugden